On finding what you love and letting it kill you

Find what you love and let it kill you for death is the sweetest reward. Let it kill you hard, let it kill you slow and savor the pain your love brought forth. For love equates pain and it coexists with the other. Blind you are to love and not see pain coming. Blind and a dumb fucker. Love is never all good. Love is never all happiness. To love is to be fucked up, and love again. It is what we do. We love. We fuck. Love fucks us. We fuck up love.

To love is to commit suicide. We kill ourselves with the things we love. Make no mistake for this isn't tragedy but a splendid romance.

Nay, love is never fleeting. It is never lost; it just changes its form, its substance, its weight, and how it matters. Well, love is a fucked up thing. But it is the one thing that matters; the one thing that drives and fuels us in every day of fucked up trivialities.

Love is the whore we buy to fuck us good. We pay it with no gold but our souls. How weird it is that we sell our souls to a whore who screws us all the same. We are fools. We don't think of the pain. We think of love and nothing else. In the grandest of things we don't think at all.

Sometimes love is a fair maiden. A beautiful bitch. You don't buy her because she comes on her own. She will protect you and will not care if you give anything back. She's one selfless bitch.

Now screw all this crap. Love is how we see it be: a whore, a bitch, a maiden. After all, it all boils down to who does the fucking and who's fucked.

Of slavery and fucking the system

No one is free. Slavery was never abolished. They enslaved the blacks before, now they involved all colors. You are pushed to wake up in the morning, get educated, take public transport, eat, shit, take insurance, work, procreate, more work, more procreations. You are institutionalized. You are a slave, but they dub you as a free man. You are pushed to think like everyone else. You are pushed to choose like everyone else. You are slowly getting rid of the concept of "I" and replace it with the concept of "We". Damn them all. Get the hell out.

The system is a bitch that fucks you everyday. It sucks your life with the concept that you need to work and earn money for a better life. Money was never life. But now it is. And damn it plays well and we don't know it. We may know it but we shrug it off because it is what the system expects us to do. Fuck the royals. Fuck the kings and queens and the rich bitches. Fuck their system of economic separation. Fuck their government. Fuck their moral absolute claims. Fuck altruism.

Live your life as how you see it best lived. Not by their demands. Not by their standards. Not by their rules. Fuck their rules. Fuck their laws. Live a life so by death you will regret less. Live a life so by death you will not regret why you chose spending your time more earning money and more debts than living a life that suffices your inner needs. Live. Live and fuck them all who go against you.

Of mad men